myloveforyou

hmm

i'm actually waiting for baby to call me when he reached home.. & being a good girlfriend, i think that i should wait for him to sleep, then i can get to sleep too.

well it's not really a torture, but i think it's rather a blessful (if there's such word) thing to do!
it's like waiting for your husband to reach home.. just that we are still not at that stage yet. HAHAHAHAHA~

~~~~~~~

it will be Cotton On Induction in 2 days time!
i wonder how is it like to work there..
& baby kenny if you see this, i wanna to let you know that..

baby

club

well, i hope that i will have the chance to club with baby.

flaws

till the day i am able to accept my flaws, i will be a better person.
but i swear, it is very very hard & sad.

but life still goes on.

xoxo.

wish

new job

in my wildest dream (okay not really), i'm going to work for Cotton On which means
$$ rolling into Amber's wallet!

& baby bought me the River Island wallet which is damn pretty & i swear it's the prettiest wallet I ever had!
thank you so so so much baby!

pictures shall be up real soon & ytd is my first time bowling!
finally after 19 years i know what is strike... but i don't really know what is spare yet.
HAHAHAHA.

okay world has been kind to me as up till now.
& thank you God for everything.

love love money money
:D

menses

you know, mood change when you have menses.
i don't know if this apply to everyone but definately for me.

my mood & emotion is totally being a bitch when i have menses.
& sad enough, it is affecting my feel for my baby.

i don't know if feel is the right word, but it is disturbing.
i know i still love baby.
i hope this darn feeling will fly away please.


i need a healthier life, to control my stupid hormones & mood from swinging like nobody business.

rich rich rich

love

i can't describe how lucky i am to be with kenny baby

silly times we shared, will never be forgotten :)




how many guys will do that? so sweet & silly & cute.

stay strong

it's you

\(-_- )//('-' )//( ^-^)/ lil'KennyZz -( o_o )-/( ^0^)//( *>*)\ says:
yes i love u...
very much i guess

あいたいです

..

crazy hair

HAHA class is fun today.
tons of fun loving peeps!

we're playing & messing each other hair ~
& i've video the awesome footage of the epicness HAHAHAHA!

shall i upload in facebook & tag everyone? ^-^*

(edit: & baby just told me that the video is 12GB . . . . )






&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&

i've applied a job at Rubi @ Cotton On at Orchard ION!
pray that i'm able to get this job man.
i promise i will work for long.
HAHAHA!

i miss you

waiting ..
waiting for your sms or call ..

i didn't dare to sms or call ..
i'm afraid that i will disturb you..
& i also dunno what to say either..

but i jus miss you voice..
i just miss you...

waiting..
is just a painful feeling.

& when i miss you, i will find things that reminds of you.
honey milktea with jelly,
ur dance video.

i miss you..
i miss the old mogu mogu you.

> : (

i can't believe i'm getting pissed off by a stupid flash player!

some songs on my playlist is totally wrong.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

black hair

as i was watching BoA - I did it for love video,
i suddenly miss my black hair.

:(

Justin Bieber

this guy is freaking awesome.

Justin Bieber with the tender age of 15
makes me addicted to "One Time"

thanks to Honey, this song is really awesome.

seriously i didn't know its a guy singing.
until i youtube for the MTV & i saw a guy picture, i was still not convinced.

till i wiki it & OMY.
its really a him. HAHAHAHA!

finally

finally a new layout.
the top banner wasted 2 hours of my time.

& its Deepavali today.

i am supposed to bring bunny to trim his teeth.
but vet practice is closed on PH.

soo i spend my long long long long long long long day at home.
my blog look so pretty now.

but i need a new playlist.

however, playlist on playlist.net mixpod.com myflashfetish.com imeem.com
is totally

NOT WORKING PROPERLY
SCREW YOU 4 MAJOR PLAYLIST ON INTERNET !!

i miss you

i miss you.
i miss the old you.

the silly mogu mogu you.

sigh.

updates

as the music played, i scroll down & look at previous post.
& i suddenly feel the word "love"

how amazing a simple 4 letters word can be.
Love is the best thing God has created.


will be updating soon. hell lots of pictures waited to be edited.
& a new layout is needed.

never be the same

life will never ever be the same without you.
this pain i cant take it any longer.

i yearn for you.
i yearn for your touch.
i miss everything of you.
i need you so badly.
i love you very much.
i always misses you.

tears rolling ain't going stop.
i do not wish to let go of this bliss.

so if you still need me,
call me.
i will be there.
i promise.

i love you.

To the one I love

tainted

you are an angel, so white so pure..
i'm just a fallen one, with such a tainted past.

an angel like you shouldn't be with a fallen like me..

but still.. i wish that fate will be mercy,
to always have an angel like you by side.


no matter how i try to erase, the tainted past is still there.
no matter how hard i tried to hide, the tainted past is still there.

Amber with a tainted past..

only one with a kind soul who can accept with all his heart, will then free Amber from all these tainted thoughts..

& i thank God that you are my angel.
an angel who free me & accept my tainted past.



thank you kenny sim.

2 months

sad

i feel so sad now :(
how i wish mummy & papa can be more open.
if only i can just stay out as & when i want, with no more further questions.

sigh.
baby i miss you.

what i want is more freedom.
i think i can be a damn happy Amber when i have...

1) more money
2) more time
3) unlimited love
4) better health
5) more freedom

but like baby said, guess every human will be happy when they have those.

uncertainty

i dunno exactly why will i feel this way.
& i hate myself for feeling this way.
esp when you did nothing wrong & you are absolutely wonderful.

at this point of time, i did not need anything.
i only yearn for your hug.

perhaps because its really shitty & unfair that at the first 2 months of our relationship, you are in camp.
1 week, we can only see each other 1 or 2 days. sometimes, even 2 weeks, or 1 week i couldn't get to see you.

is it true?
that if we are able to pass through this, we will be stronger?

i feel lost.
i'm afraid that my love for you will fade.
i'm afraid that my love for you will be gone.
i'm afraid that we will break up eventually if all these shit ass feelings keep on haunting me.

i dunno why am i feeling this way.
insecure? it feels like its been 14days since we have met, even though its only 4 days.

so please, saturday come fast please..
i know that all these soon will be over if i can get to hug you again...

i guess that afterall, what i'm truly afraid of is losing you.
& i still love you.
no more still, it will always be.



screw these shitass feelings.

[edit]
HAHAHHA. okay. seems like emo day has strike me for that moment.
now im feeling better.
& certain.
[/edit]

gone

natsumatsuri

the day when baby & i went to this authentic japanese ramen house for lunch..

he asked me if i've been to any Singapore NatsuMatsuri.


then i just realised.
the time when he asked that question,

is the day when NatsuMatsuri is held in Japanese Primary School

either he know its that day, or either its too coincidental.

stomach bursting weekend!

22th Aug 2009

the night before, baby told me that his ferry will be around 11.30am on saturday because he passed his IPPT (i think).
then that silly boy, called me on saturday 10 plus am.. & said he need to stay back for RT (??) & can only booked out around 4pm..

i guess i'm used to it already.

BUT.
around 1pm baby called me & told me not to go find him.
he asked me rest cos i told him i hurt my ankle again.
THEN.
he asked me go washed up & tell me

"I'm reaching your house already"

!@#$%^&**&^%$#
stunned.
so afterall, he took 11.30 am ferry & cabbed down to fajar to bring me & visit the sensei.
AHH BABY!!! ♥

then we cabbed to Toa Payoh, but i didn't want to visit the sensei. $$$
end up, we go to his house.

reached his house & we washed up & we went to town!
i took baby to this authentic japanese ramen shop at orchard plaza to have our lunch.
& when we reached there, its 5.30pm..

the shop only opened at 6pm .
so, baby bring me to the ramen shop he recommend, but no much feel for it..
the ramen shop looked more cozy ~

we end up eating the dope pontian wanton noodle to kill time.
baby love it (:

after that, its only 5.45pm, so i end up ordering almond paste, 2 tang yuan, 14pcs fried wonton, 1 cup of mango juice.

& its around 6.10pm !
we went back to the japanese ramen shop & we ordered a bowl of upsize miso ramen with charsiew & 5 gyoza

was quite bloated after the meal!

after that,
we went to wisma f21 first then orchard ION to shop & its really big.
we walk here & there, we end up same place.
& i saw a very nice red cotton jacket (baby thinks its pretty too!)

trying very hard to kill time..
because the movie i secretly booked is 11.30pm & its only 8.30pm that time.

sooooooooo, baby suddenly crave for the milk shaved we ate at far east plaza.
initially i didn't want to go there.. FEP like very far from Cine :(
however we still end up at FEP.

this time round, we ate..
First Kiss & Funny Valentine !

after that, ITS ONLY AROUND 9PM !!!
..............................
we went out & i saw the mogu mogu shop..
we went in & instantly, unknowingly, we ordered..

1 bowl of creamy mushroom rice (SUPER NICE!)
1 bowl of miso soup
1 portion of chawanmushi
1 cup of coke float

...............................................................................
i have no idea why we end up eating AGAIN.
but the rice is super niceeeeeeee!!

i think i took 30mins to finish to rice HAHAHHA!
so its around 930pm, baby & i were thirsty..
we ordered 1 cold ocha~ its super thirst quenching, so we end up ordering 2 more cups.

HAHAHAHAHHA!!
when its around 10pm, baby found out i've ordered ticket & despite feeling darn tired, he still wanna go. (sorry baby :( )

after mogu mogu, we went in FEP & slack, but shops are 98% closed.
so we sit down & blow air con ~
then time passed, its around 10.50pm, we went to toilet & played the "blind man" game.
& i passed this hair extension shop & enquire abt it,
end up it cost around $200 for my hair =.=

then we MRT to somerset & we walked to cine.
upon reaching Cineleisure, we realise we should come cine slack.
HAHAHAH!

we got our ticket & bought 1 cup of zapple.
& i am darn full.


UP is nice.
the bird & the babies r cute. HAHAHAH they look so round & fat!

& i always love it.. when baby lie down on me & my arms around him, that i can pat his head ♥
its a feeling of love. irreplaceable feeling. ♥ ♥ ♥


then! after movie... we eat again.
i ordered Spinach Quiche from Gloria & craving for hot chocolate, but baby spend alot alot already.
after quiche, i craved for bacon. HAHAHAH.
we went to Botak Jones & bought 2 slices of bacon & 1 cup of onion.

then we cabbed home.

so, we have ate..

x1 wanton noodle
x1 mango juice
x1 almond paste
x2 tang yuan
x14pcs fried wanton
x1 upsize miso ramen with charsiew
x5ps gyoza
x1 first kiss
x1 funny valentine
x1 mogu mushroom rice
x1 chawanmushi
x1 miso soup
x1 coke float
x3 cold ocha
x1 zapple
x1 spinach quiche
x2 bacon
x1 cup of onion

i think baby spent close to $100 for foods & cab.



23th Aug 2009

kenny媽媽 cooked nice food for us!
we eat the rice & the sauce tau pok, egg, meat, beancurd.
i fried onion egg for baby & me!

then after that we just slacked at home.
& we eat the rice again =.=
this time i fried sunny side up for baby!
FINALLY I MAKE A 90% PERFECTO SUNNY!!

after that, baby bring me to the nearest 4D shop & i buy 4D for papa.
then when reached home, kenny媽媽 is home from work~

i end up hungry again ... then kenny媽媽 joked to baby that i might be pregnant & they both laughed very loud, esp baby.
=.= if only my mum will joke this way too.

then kenny媽媽 end up frying vegetables & fishcake for our dinner.
so we had our dinner... & after awhile, its time to go home :(

baby sent me to yishun & he passed me his house key.
because i told him i will be going to find him tomorrow morning..
he didnt want it cos i have UT at 11am, but i insisted it.

so when i reached home, its already 11pm.
then i bathed & take my laptop & rushed out of my house.
a surprise for baby.

i reached CCK already 11.55pm, last train only to AMK.
thanks to a nice friend, i'm able to go to baby's house from AMK.

reached baby's house & wanna to surprise him...
i tried to open to door with his key =.=
but i cant open it.. i called kenny媽媽 & she was sleeping already (SORRY!!!)
but she open for me & i went in baby's room.

i pat him & cover blanket for him..
he woke up & i think he is still in sleep mode & was very tired..
he looked as if he expected it zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

so we end up hugging to sleep.
because you said u wanna to hug me to sleep again.. that why i came.


24th Aug 2009

baby woke up at 7.15am, i woke up at 7.45am..
the stupid feeling of leaving baby came again. :(

so i send baby to pasir ris...
he bought me Subway Melt with extra bacon :D :D :D
its damn nice hoho.
my first proper subway meal, thank you baby.

then baby went off..
i rushed to school for exam.


P/S : I SERIOUSLY NEED A CAMERA!

biography

♥ KENNY SIM
07 July 2009 / 08 July 2009



xuan. 27th February 1990. Pisces of M74
♥ dance ♥ stars ♥ red

hello friend, i'm just a die hard veggie girl who treasure animals much more than human. i don't hate & i find that jealousy & anger is silly. i try not to regret in whatever i do. i grow strong every single day & so must you. i'm learning to let go if i have to. & i truly understand that if "sometimes if things are gone, it is gone".

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